i feel my heart pounding so much faster than before. its going too fast for me and i feel myself about to pass. im trying to catch myself before i fall.. too late i've hit the ground harder then i usually do. and it hurts so much for my whole body, n im thinking this is too much pain just for falling to the ground. something must have hit me much harder then just the ground because now my heart is in pain. i feel so far away from everything and i cant even face it cause im too scared to hurt again. im waiting for reality to hit me back to the present day. i pinch myself and i realize this is reality and i thought i was living in a dream. the loneliness doesnt catch me by surprise because now i know that the story so far of my life is going to be full of loneliness. i used to think that all of my yesterdays n tomorrows for the rest of my life were going to be full of happiness but now i know the truth. its all crap to me. now i know that forever ended today and i need to find some way to get that into my head.. tears drop so fast as if rain were to drop to the ground causing puddles. its so good to hear the music of your voice cause it's been so long since i've heard it, and all of a sudden the music starts to fade away from my ears and im grippin on so hard to you for you not to slip away from me but you fade away into the darkness while im here crying out my heart for you.. and goodbye

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