Don't you ever have those days where it seems like nothing can go right and everything is going wrong? well.. it has been one of those days.


I looked around at lunch and realized that almost everyone of those days and it made me start to think.. i don't know what is going on in their life and I don't even know what will hapen to them when they leave highschool to start their lives. And it just made me start to wonder what is goping on with the rest of the worls. I mean while I am sitting at lunch and ignoring people for my own reasons, I wonder why other people are doing the same thing.

And then there are those times when you are happy and you look around and see sad people and you just want to go up to them and tell them that it will all go away and give them a huge hug. You sit there and wonder what in their lives could be so wrong that they would just not want to live that day out, insteead they chose to walk around like a zombie..

today though.. i feel like scratching Heather Janean out of every single journal ebtry that i have and erase my existance.. and I don't know why..

its like I just want to run around screaming leave me the fuck alone! and then maybe people will get that i just want to be alone.. but they never get that...

maybe that is what is going on in the other peoples minds.. just trying to shrink away from life...idk

that is just what is going on in my mind right now...

heather janean

I thought that was just life... :/
» ikimashokie on 2007-04-03 05:24:38

hope your day gets better.
:)
» helloiloveyou on 2007-04-04 02:30:34

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