geez louise.
it's been forever since i wrote a blog on here.
but my computer is officially fixed and now i am back in action.
so..i officially signed out of all my classes today and it was my last day of high school.
it isn't how i thought it would be however.
don't get me wrong..i'm happy that i finished and it's exciting that i am starting a completely new chapter in my life but...i don know.
i finally realized today that i actually will miss all these people.
it sucks that all through high school you complain about how you cant wait t o get out but when the time comes you don't want to let go.
i'm ready to go to college, but i dont want to say goodbye to these people that i've known since practically 7th grade.
i've never had friends this long.
i've never had friends this good.
and now i'm sitting here tearing up because it's ending and i will probably never see these people again.
it hurts.
and now i understand why people cry at graduations and why it s so hard to let go.
this sucks...i'm never like this.
i hate feeling this way...i dont want to feel this way, but i cant help it.
but i know when all is said and done that it will be okay but for some reason i cant imagine that ever happening right now.
crying sucks.
it sucks that i had to realize that certain people do mean this much to me.
it sucks that i really have to grow up now.
it sucks that im moving to atlanta.
it sucks feeling like you'll be forgotten about.
i was so excited to get my cap and gown.
now i wish i didnt have it and that i could go back in time and relive this whole school year.
it was the best year of my life so far.
i dont want to forget and i wont.
but now i dont want monday to come.
its my graduation day.
the beginning of the end.
i've never been so hurt in my life.
i miss it already.

Aww... *hugs* You can still see them even after you go into college if you take the trouble to..
» Nuttz on 2007-06-08 02:35:41

I certainly don't miss anyone from high school...
» ikimashokie on 2007-06-08 02:54:08

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