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behind the paint
Tuesday. 12.9.08 8:26 pm
this face you see it painted.
this face you beleave is fake.
i wake a diffrient persion.
but when i go out i am just a mask.

its a shame that i cant be truthful to the one i care for.
i cant tell her that i love her. thow i wish i could so bad. if given the chance. i would make her world spin. i would do anything and everything to make her love me. i would give her everything. i would show her everything. but why cant i just make it to where i could tell her everything. i can tell everyone. but her. i would love to tell her. i would love to hold her. i would love just to have her in my arms, my mind, my heart. i want her for my self. i want her to show her who and what i am... but for now i have to show her this mask. i cant tell her. i cant show her. i cant be my self for her. i want her more then anything in this world. and i know we could make each other happy. over all the shit in this world i know we can make each others world. we would be our worlds. we would be beautiful. absolutly wonderful. i know we would love each other. we both expect the same thing from each other. we view life the same way. view love the same way. and we beleave the same thing. i just wish there was a way we could be together. just once, and i know i would show her real, true love. its just i dont know how to tell her. and i dont know how to get my point acrossed... i dont know. i guess time will only tell. after a little im sure i will have the chance to show her how i feel. i will tell her, some how, some way.
2 Comments.


I love how you just pop back around outta like nowhere to post


I rreally hope you do get a chance to tell her how you feel, i know that can be so frustrating when you feel like you can't tell someone everything you want to...

anyways though, just hang in there man
» CPKviperpheonix on 2008-12-09 09:40:46

fo sho dude. and thinks i think i will be trying to post a little more often cause i have a lot of shit on my mind.
» hatchetwarrior on 2008-12-12 06:33:18

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