with every mistake i have done i have not hatted anything more then the one i did to arline. i have come to relize, that you only get one real love in your life. the others are nothing like the one you realy love... i have been in love, and i have been lusted... but out of it all i will have to edmit, there has been nothing like the love i have had for arline... me and her have known each other for well over 2 years. and she even in times of absalut disaster she has seem to always brighten up my day... she has brote a lot of joy into my life, i have done the same for her but i also have broght her just as much pain if not more... i have fucked bad. and with her no worse then i can do... when you love some one that is all that should be in your heart... but i was far to young and stupid to understand that... and i made the mistake of stealing and cheating and lying... i stand here today to look back on my childish acts... and i think to my self... why did i do that... knowing how much i love her and how much she loves me... its sad realy, if you think about it... a women looking for a man... but with a little boy that has no hope of the deam of "love". you realy have to think to your self... are you ready to love some one no matter the cast? are you ready for the pain that may come with that love... and i would have to say yes... if you realy love some one then you sould put your heart and soul into it... you sould give them everything plus more.
there is meny things i have done but none no better then to actly love arline. and tell her the truth of what i realy am... and none better then what i have done for her... and i think that is why she has given me this second chance. after everything she beleaves in she has defide everything that she is... and has still given me this chance. and for this i owe her everything... and that is what im perpered to give her... everything, including my life. i love you arline, thank you for everything you have done for me... and thank you for being the one that loves me... i could not come up with some one better. i love you my everything!
to all the others out there as a close up, if you find that persion that makes you compleat... dont lose them. you only has a chance for your "dream girl" once. dont miss it and dont let it pass you bye... i have only one thing to say. love them like thay love you! no diffriend. no less.

Zero out

happy one month my love!
awww your so wonderful babe..thanx for realising what i really wanted..and yes i wanted always a man not a boy..so thanx babe for being who you are now..i really love you babe!!your my everything!!!
» DarKsKyMooNs on 2006-10-26 02:28:24

i love you too baby... and yea you know... its just shit that you relize... lol but yea i know what you want and i hope to some day forfill your dreams in a man. i love you baby.
» hatchetwarrior on 2006-10-26 02:38:51

awwww! i wish my bf was sweet enough to post something like this. he fucking forgets every month. but your girl is very lucky to have you
» peachy7646 on 2006-10-26 03:56:49

awwww! i wish my bf was sweet enough to post something like this. he fucking forgets every month. but your girl is very lucky to have you
» peachy7646 on 2006-10-26 03:56:50

wow man
i only just knew that you got her back! awesome.
» middaymoon on 2006-10-29 09:10:33

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