fuck i cant wait tell the week is up, now i know why you want it to be over so danm quiek lory, cas the same time last year i was fucking angry at the world, actily its always summer that fucks with me, for the last 10 or so years july has fucking sucked for me, and it only got realy bad about 4 years ago when i moved from cali.(i wish i never did) but things in life just happend the way thay do, and there is nothing you can do about it, but im just in so much danm pain, 4 years ago i lose my first love, 3 years ago i never got to tell some one how i felt about them, 2 years ago i lost every thing i could ever want, and a year ago i lost some one that i loved, some one that i cared for and wish that i never lost, and this year, this year its looking up, i hope, its started to look up realy, if you look at it realy now that i have arline. im happy, im the happest i have ever been. which is nice you know, to have some one that you love, that loves you back, its kool to know that you have some one to trust and depend on to be there, its realy nice, to have her by my side, and im glad that i do, i could not have asked for some one better by my side, arline is just every thing to me. she is the one that has made my world, what it is now, which is realy nice. there is just not enuf good things to say about her to equil her in the slitest, well thats all for tonight good night all peace out zero out