I don't feel so happy right now and I'm not exactly sure why. I haven't been being myself and it's bringing me down. I need help but I don't know what to ask for. I just need someone's sholder to cry on. but, no one is there. My stomach is in a knot and i feel like screaming. Why? I can't consentrate on any of the activities I enjoy. I'm buliding up a wall that I promised myself not to. Well, I'm gonna go. Cya!!

Oh, I hate that.... :/
I always say I'm going to tear down my wall, and talk to people about things... I never do, and then I worry that I'm bothering the people around me. :/
» ikimashokie on 2007-02-22 06:16:00

Maybe we all want to talk and forgot to listen for a change.
» Causalien on 2007-02-22 06:43:01

Wow. Sounds like depression. Do you have friends to hang out with or to talk to ?
» kKAMa67 on 2007-02-22 06:50:39

I concur...definitely sounds like depression. I wouldn't say a high grade of depression. I've fought it. When I was younger and had medical coverage I used to see a teens' psychiatrist. She talked with me to help try to help me through things but never put me on medications as she felt that I was just going through normal teen things. Well later I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease and the third most common afflication with Lyme victims is depression. I am hoping that before too long I can get put on some meds.

Basically i feel that there is some kind of full-body mask on me which covers up my true personality. Normally I'd be more open and always friendly. But most of the time that seems to be anchored down by something. We all need help.
» etheracide on 2007-02-22 11:17:15

seems like
its one of those weeks for everyone...good luck, i know its a struggle....
» invisibleinkling on 2007-02-23 03:48:13

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