I hate feeling two completely opposite feelings at the same time. Sometimes when I see someone I just want to hug them, but I also feel like beating them up. haha.

You know I've been thinking a lot lately.. Especially after watching last Wednesday's One Tree Hill episode. Anyone could turn into Jimmy. In fact, I could've been him. There were so many times I wanted to bring a gun to school and shoot the crap out of people I hate. You know, it really got me when he said "I just want this to end" I could relate.

Sometimes I feel really out of touch with the real world. I live my life as though I'm on some reality tv show. Sometimes I just sit on the floor in the dark, listening to music and just thinking. The thing I realized was that I think the most at night, before I go to bed. This is when I discover all the good stuff that I should be putting in my blogs, but I always forget them when day comes.

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