Ok so i've been doing a lot of thinking and well ive kinda decided on something..... well today is tuesday..... the first day for me to go practice with this band that i recently got pulled into and like im totally excited especially cause i never thought i was good wnough to be on a worship team or anything like that, and the fact that they are a traveling worship team is hella cool cause i like to travel and take road trips, its soooo much fun... but then like on sunday i really started thinking about hella crap, (note: drinking does not hinder your ability to think, it just hinders your ability to make good choices, you, if your like me, actually cant stop thinking about things.....) and the fact that im gonna be a part of this worship team is huge, especially when it comes to drinking. I mean i HATE hypocrites and i refuse to be one. So I 've decided that if im gonna be in a worship band that im actually going to be christian and not just say that im going to be it. which means no more getting drunk...... but you know what, given my family history im totally cool with that.....totally.... but i guess this means im going straight-edge now though huh!!!!! wow this is going to be hard...

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that is so awesome. My friends mom chaperoned a trip once and there was a little kid who had it, and he saw some black police gaurds outside of the museum and he started yelling NIGGERS NIGGERS. She had to explain to them too. hahaha.
» redintersectsme on 2006-08-01 04:52:47

It's probably going to be hard
but you made that choice and you have to stick to it. I think it's very mature of you to make such a decision. Right now :]
» Le_Jes on 2006-08-02 05:49:15

good decision.
yeah, quitting habits and stuff like that isn't easy.
good luck with your new resolution! =)
» invisible on 2006-08-02 12:17:48

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