So I went to see the College Counselor yesterday after my re visit to sex ed (*side note* No joke we watched a video about sperm and eggs and how they're made etc. I felt as if I was back in Highschool again......) and I talked to her about what i needed to do to get into cal poly to eventually become an architect seeing thats what i want to do..... I have never felt the weight of the world on my shoulders like that ever before..... I left so discouraged cause its so much work and so much time..... But as I was driving home I hit a brick wall.... NO NOT LITERALLY.... but it was like something said to me.... "how bad do you want it?" Ok so heres how the conversation in my head went as best as I remember....

_How bad do you want it?
-I mean i want it but...
_No butts, How bad do you want it?
- I want it really bad i mean its one of my life goals...
_Then go after it, fight for it
-But its so much work and so time consuming
_Who cares! Life is all about decisions about giving something up in order to get something you want..... If your not willing to fight for it, then you cant have it!


at that point i realized i was talking to myself and anyone who saw me as I was driving by had to of thought i was absolutely insane!!! or singing... You know everyone always say that you should take your own advice..... Well i think for once im finally doing that.... Its not going to be easy though. But if it was, would it be worth it???

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