so tonight i got to speak at my churches youth group and i talked about galatians 6:7-8 and it was so hard to say cause it was well:

be not deceived God is not mocked for what a man sows that he will reap, if you sow of the flesh you will reap of the flesh corruption bvut if you sow of the spirit you will reap of the spirit life


yeah its hard to understand especially if your not christian but basically i talked about life experience and about how in my first year in Master's Commission ( If you dont know what it is ask and ill do my best to explain) and how i just played a game and really "sowed of the flesh" (ie...laziness, old friends and kick its) and when i graduated my first year i got drunk again in the first week and by the second week had already had sex with two guys......ended up depressed, suicidal, anerexic, and i couldnt sleep at all...... but in my second year (after i broke some walls down....again ask and ill explain) i stopped playing the game and actually read my bible and prayed and sowed in the spirit and now i laugh again, i eat, im not all those things i was before, and basically found life....... but it seemed like noone wanted to hear me....bleh... harsh words i guess....but you know what the weird part was....i had no idea i was going to say any of it untill i said it..... scary huh

Ah! You're back - or maybe you have been and it's me that's back...
At any rate, I have a moderate idea of where you're coming from with the whole thing... But I'd doubt that it's really that the listeners didn't hear you so much as it was such a heavy topic that it sort of passed over them. I really don't like getting that feeling, though, so every time I make speeches, no matter how serious it's supposed to be, I always crack a few lame jokes to get the people more interested. As for not knowing what you're going to say, that's half the fun of public speaking, isn't it. :]
» desertsnowstorm on 2006-06-22 02:07:21

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