well this has been..... a blast..... if im not arguing with my sister than im seeing my parents high or drunk.... and any normal person would be fine with it.... but no not i said the kat..... im sick of the same thing..... all my life i've lived with this..... seen my parents go through divorce, remarry each other and then contemplate divorce for the next ten years..... ive seen my dad on his death bed multiple times and walked in a hospital only to walk out convinced that was the last time i'd ever see him again.... watched him as he drank himself to almost death then got a second chance through a liver transpant only to continue to drink again..... I've watch my sister run down the path to utter destruction seeing her sleep with her boyfriends and then have her heart broken over and over again and then turning to drugs or alcohol or "hooka" and then try to convince me that she is fine and calls me the bitch because i wont drink or smoke or even be around it anymore...... and im fed up..... Im 20 years old and i dont need to take it anymore....but i just dont know...... i mean i want to be a part of my family but i dont want the crap.... ugh i just dont know..... I think im gonna go consult my BIBLE............ im gone

Hey I think you're great for seeming to remain so stable in a situation that wouldn't normally call for such calm. And what's even better is that you aren't resorting to negatives to negate what is happening. I am sorry to read that things are the way they are for you, but just keep your head up and keep your faith strong. Things will eventually get better I say. [:
» bifocalLs on 2005-12-22 11:48:11

I agree with biforcalLs
Like my dad would always say, "Cheer up, this could get worse." And sure enough, they did. Just playin'. If you want some good advice, check out my new entry, the can/perspective bit.
» DeeVeuS on 2005-12-22 05:46:59

wow
hey stranger, thought youd dissappeared. dont worry, things can and will get better... even though everyone says they get worse before they get better. :/ bleh
» ikimashokie on 2005-12-22 10:29:41

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