ok so last night i felt like getting drunk........had my best friend over here, rover and this guy named john.............well i didnt mean to get shit faced drunk.....but i did........really bad......i dont know exactly what i did last night but i really pissed my best friend off...i dont know yet if i pissed rover or john off but im going to apologize to them for last night.......regardless of the downs of last night i do have to say that i had fun........wow im still feeling a little bit tipsy and .......fuck i wanna cry..........i dont know what i said last night....i do know that last night was the first time i ever puked as a result of drinking.........and i dont know if im gonna drink again......my sister said some really fucked up shit to me.........and i dont even give a fuck im sick of my sister trying to make me perfect.......incase you haven't noticed by now.....I DONT WANNA FUCKING BE PERFECT AND I DONT WANT ANYONE TO WANT ME TO BE PERFECT..........i have come to a conclusion though about last night.....it would have been safer for me to just have gotten high cause atleast i wouldnt have ended up half naked and passed out on my kitchen floor with applejuice and vodka everywhere..........

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OMFG......im so pissed evidently rover thinks that i faked being drunk last night cause i was jealous of the guys paying more attention to my friend than they were to me........fuck that shit.......fuck that....and now my best friend is pissed at me you know what if this is how this friendship ends im telling you right now there will be NOTHING between me and rover.....NOTHING......... im so pissed..... and he is avoiding me by not answering his phone or talking to me about this shit.......fuck you ...........if your not gonna talk to me then fuck you..... grrrrr i just wish i could beat the shit outta him right now but im not going to do that. ....oh and then after beign bitched at by my sister and my friend i wrote this really long thing where i just started typing the shit that i was thinking about myself and i have one fucked up self image........ i dont understand....all i know is i might be excommunicating the people that i love to talk to and hang around the most.......

wow... yes it's annoying when you're told to be something you don't want to be. hope you're feeling better.
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-08-17 03:16:14

ugh I kniow how that is stupid bitchy ppl!!!arghhhhI get it mainly from my mom ...and it pisses me off more than anythin'but yeah I hope you get better soon!!!
» luvablemonkey on 2004-08-20 10:56:15

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