any ever known someone that talks about how hot they are all the time? i do..........she just went home from spending the night at my house and all i can say is........IM FREEEEEEEEE. yeah all heard this whole weekend was.....my butt is sooo hott....or my tits are so big......or my nipples are so perfect........and it was even worse cause she was desperate and she told every........EVERY......guy we passed this stuff.......and then my neighbor invited me over to his uncles to get drunk with him but he had other motives i think................*cough* my friend *cough* anyways im not gonna talk to him again unless he talks to me first cause i have this feeling that he never wanted to get with me he just wanted my friend.........but i dont care anymore.......im going back to my origional plan.......im not going to focus on any guys for the next year.......im gonna figure out myself first because if there is one thing this weekend taught me its that i havent really decided on important things in my life......i know i need to drop some friends and im just not going to try to find a guy anymore.......if i end up talking to a guy its going to be a friendship first......i dont want to jump into things.........bleh...........finally got the stuff out of my head and somewhat organized.......im so sick of this feeling of.....i dont even know how to describe it......so instead of just sitting here and whining about it im gonna get off my ass and do something.........i have decided to make some changes in my life but im not going to say what........i want to see if i will really do what i wanna do .....in other words i dont just wanna say that im gonna do something just to see what all two of you people who actually read this say.........oh yeah....this is random but my last day of work is wednesday...........YYYEEEEESSSSS!!!!!!!!! and i gotta learn how to drive a stick shift........ok im out

Geez.
This place has been revelation/self-improvement city in the past few days. And, let's see, I know quite a few people who are *mostly* like the girl you had over. The mostly indicates that I'm much younger than you or her and so are my friends and they aren't quite so open. Hmm... Good luck with the stick-shift. Maybe someone will take it and leave you their automatic overnight. That would be interesting.
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-06-13 09:43:54

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