Wednesday. 6.9.04 2:38 am
i hate doing this to myself.,.........a whole lotta shit has gone on since i last got on here.......haven't talked to some people that i love to talk to but its not just my fault.....its not like theu have tried to contact me or anything so i figure they must not need a ride any where......oh yeah funny story coming up****.......so my best friend sees this girl i used to kick it with like all the time up at taco bell cause thats where she works.....and was like "hey have youo seen steph around lately" and she was like "no.....whenever she calls to kickit i always have to work and when i call her she always has to work" ha ha so funny....tooo bad she has never told me that and the only time she calls me it seems is when she needs a ride to go see her boyfriend.......so i just stopped trying to call her cause i feel like she doesn't even want to talk to me.......but yeah thats great.......i mean you really find out who your friends are once you graduate.,.......the ones that you talk to over summer.......they are good friends......the ones that still talk to you once they have gone to college.....they are the keepers.......but anyways......im not worried about people......recently i went in ahot tub with my neighbor......we didnt do anything just went in the hot tub......and i told my friend just kinda casually cause she was asking if i knew my neighbor and i was like yeah we were in the hot tub the other day......and somehow it got turned into Steph in ben were in the hot tub making out and having hot sex......anyways my neighbor got drunk when he found out about it and drama went down.........i hate drama........but yeah needless to say i dont tak to that female anymore and my neighbor and i are still friends.......though i kinda secretly hope it escalates into more......anyways......blah.....so yeah i went to see my friend a couple of days ago (she lives in the bay area and ive known her since the 5th grade see i still keep in contact with my friends......) and found out some shit about her ex boyfriend......im just waiting for a phone call and some shit is gonna go down.......enough said on that subject..........right now currently at this exact moment which is 11:47 pm pacific time on june 8 2004 my dad is in the bay area at the hospital being prepared for his transplant surgery in the morning......he is getting a liver transplant......we have been waiting for this for like 8 years now and im so excited......and scared.....i dont know exactly what to think about it......so you know what i am doing right now....im pampering myself.....i just put a masque on my face and filed my nails.....and i am going to do pilates tonight cause i am home alone......i would invite my neighbor over but he left with his best friend (both of which i schooled in a game called pool the other night). so yeah i think im done now just speaking my mind......heh.......funny how shit just happens
There's not a whole lot I can say
except that you can't really secretly hope something if you say it to everyone. ^.^ Nice philospohy for dealing with things, though.
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-06-09 03:42:39
yeah but the people i was talking about
know absolutely nothing about this site so its okay
» finelegsforever on 2004-06-10 02:10:34
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» Emil (60.217.232.37) on 2010-09-02 09:56:02
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