sigh. What a mess my life has turned out to be.
nothing seems to be going right anyway.
well, been pretty emotional recently..
who can actually read my thought?

so i am going to talk about chances here.
sigh. yea chances. this is something that people always wants.

i wish i can have...
the list goes on and on.
when is our wish list ever going to stop becoming longer and longer?

there are people that wans chances and people who give chances.
which are you??
hmm as for me.. i think i give chances?
haha! guess i reall gave him plenty of chances,
yet time and time again i am proven wrong.

i wanted security. but i wasnt given.
he wans a chance. yet i gave him.

i wanted love. but he broke it again.
he wans trust. and i have to trust him after breaking my trust again and again.
yet i've to build up that trust solely on my own.

what's all the talk about how much he loves me?
what's all the talk about how much he misses me?
what's all the talk about how much he will makes me feel better?
what's all the talk about how he will give me security?
what's all the talk about his actions will prove me that he really loves me?

bull shit.

empty talks.

so what's now?

why must he always be the one to hurt me.
i seriously hate you you know.
thou i know u will have no chance of viewing my blog,
i hope you know the word "regret"
when you asked for chance, i gave you.

now you want time to get over.
am i like someone for you to come and walk into my life as you wish??
fuck off bastard.

you are really onli some asshole who knows how to talk.
u think words are everything. i hate you.

when i love you. you hurt me.
wheni hate you. you love me.

IRONIC SHIT.

maybe i should hate you so much,
than i will gain your love for me.

haha.

go fuck yourself.

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