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Abyss of me

Wednesday. 2.20.08 4:25 pm

sigh. i feel so emotional right now.
my company is organising a company trip overseas to Australia.
sdyney i guess. everybody seems excited.
but not me. everybody is so earnestly involved in conversations.
discussing places to visit. but not me.

why is it that i feel so out of place?
why is it that i feel so unwanted?
why is it that i feel so unimportant?

nobody cares a pieces of shit about my opinion.
nobody even asked about what i think.
PS: leave out Jai.

sad. broken. unwanted. left out. loser. melancholy.

dislike my bosses who treat me this way.
no way can i find any attachment for this company.
and why am i staying put?

killing time? flexibility? to be a junior all my life?
to let them look down on me? to be trampled on?
to be an unpolished gem? to be ostracise?

anyone out there to really listen to me.. to listen from your heart?
i cant wait to relieve myself from discrimination..

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