Listening to; Kids - MGMT
Feeling; stressed/pissed/upset

Thus far, blogging has made me feel better instead of bottling up my emotions like I generally do. I'm pissed. And stressed. And just generally upset right now. All because of one STUPID thing. Money. Money, to me, really is the root of all evil. It causes 99% of every single argument in this household. It is just absolutely ridiculous. My mother has been laid off since January (almost a year, ugh) and my dad's company just got sold to another company so he is stressing out about keeping his job and there has just been nothing but bad vibes throughout this whole house. I finally start feeling a little bit better and then everything else goes to shit. I just don't understand this at all. I just really hope my dad doesn't get laid off. I have no idea what will happen. I'm not so much worried about myself because I still have so much ahead of me, but I'm just so worried about my parents that it just overcomes me with stress and an anxious feeling and I'm not sure what to do about it. Nothing, I guess. There really is not a whole lot we can do in a situation like this. I'm just hoping that he keeps his job and that my mom gets her degree and can find a decent paying job so they can stand on their feet without worrying all the time. I just feel so helpless right now. Everywhere I turn in this house its nothing but stress. This car situation is just fucking ridiculous right now and I would much rather not ever talk about it until I actually have a car but who the hell knows when that is going to happen. I have a headache just from thinking about all of this at once. This is too much.
I think I just need to listen to some calm music and finish my hot chocolate.

No question today, but if you have a question for me, I'll definitely answer it next blog! :D

Keep on keepin' on.

*hugs*

Hope you'll feel better after hot chocolate. Money always makes things go bad, especially when you don't have it.
» Nuttz on 2009-12-03 12:45:10

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