jack's raging bile duct.

Okay, my name isn't jack. But I might as well be. I am so furious, livid, pissed, angry, upset, depressed and UGH! I just don't know what to do with myself right now. I'm at a loss of everything at the moment.

But, what is the matter you may ask? Let me enlighten you.

I did very poorly throughout high school. Barely scraping by, if you will. By that act of negligence, I pretty much screwed myself over on getting into any college except the Tech college here in town. So, I took a year off of school to dick around and decided it was time to go back to school at the beginning of this school year. "Awesome, this will be a change of pace which will benefit me. By this time next year I'll be down at !"
At least, that was the lie I was fed at the beginning of this year by the adviser that signed me up for my classes. How very, very wrong was I to think that I would be in a decent school that I love in one year's time.
I go to register for classes for next semester and actually learned that, to get the full 30 hours needed to transfer I will have to be at tech until the spring semester in 2011.
Oh. Hell. No.
I hate it there. Nothing personally against the school because, for a certain type of person, it is a great school. It feels like high school to me still. I feel like I'm still stuck in the same rut I had been all throughout high school which is not good. Nothing about this place benefits me in the least bit. I'm not motivated, it is not the atmosphere I work best in, this school is just ALL WRONG for me.
However, I did kind of get myself into this mess. I was so stupid to not take the placement test offered before I signed up for classes because I could have possibly scored into a higher math, therefore letting me be able to transfer at the very latest, spring semester in 2011.
I just, I have no idea what to do. Things are only going to go downhill if I stay here. I am so COMPLETELY unhappy being here and going to that school. I haven't been this upset in a long time and it really scares me.

I just don't know what to do.

...well.

What CAN you do? I don't really know about any of those colleges that you go to in that area or what all you need and stuff.

BUT I can tell you not to let yourself get too down about this. Sure, be upset. Get mad. But down stay in that funk. Get out of your system and then either do SOMETHING or accept that there are some things in life you can't change, the past being one of those things.

I wish you the best of luck!
» elessar257 on 2009-11-09 06:53:14

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