I stayed home this morning from my math class to finish writing my essay. The requirement was at least 400 words. I kind of went above and beyond by writing 747 words :P

Good thing it was on a subject that I know I can write well on. It was a cause and effect essay, and one of the choices was to write about a positive impact in your life. I, naturally, wrote about band because it's be the only constant in my life for 9 years. Yay for playing the clarinet! :D

Anyhow, I'm thinking of just going to this Composition class late to turn it it. I have to register for classes today, as well. Which, I'm pretty sure I'll be signing up for another math, probably an english 101 class and perhaps Biology 101 and maybe Psychology for my social credit? Buh, I honestly have no idea what to do. Good thing other people do, right? Hahaha, oh well. I'm just ready for Thanksgiving, then Christmas break. Doing the same thing all the time wears me out. I'm the kind of person that doesn't really like routine things. Probably because I'm not an organized person? I just tend to follow my gut and heart, rather than reason.

Buh. This is just me rambling, and not knowing what is coming out of my fingertips. I'm sure none of this is making sense.

You know I've recently realized? I'm 19. This is my last year as a teenager.
Woah.
When the hell did this happen? I feel like just the other day I was 10 years old playing baseball in the backyard with my dad, swimming and riding my bike around. Doing everything and nothing at the same time. When the hell did I grow up? I guess I really haven't? I mean yes, in some aspects I have. You know, physically, and mentally for the most part. I don't even have a full year left as a teenager, only 7 more months. Then I'll be 20. This is so weird. I remember laying in bed as a kid and thinking "I wonder what it's going to be like when I'm 13? 16? 18?"
This is just scary. I kind of just want to go back and re-do everything real quick before I finally hit my 20's. It just seems surreal. However, I am very much looking forward to the day that I do move out of this house and can finally "be on my own." Technically I should have done that last year, and I really should be a sophomore in college, if I had gone straight to college that is. But my grades were way too terrible, and my mentality was just not in the right state of mind to go to college. I probably would have failed out.
But I'm still just shocked that I'm this old.
It's a different feeling.
Things aren't the same, and they're only going to keep changing from here on in.
Bring it on.


Question, what has been the one constant in your life thus far, if any?

Keep on keepin' on!

Man, a four hundred word essay? I wish mine could be that short. D:

I'm not sure if I've had any constants in my life. I think I change too often for there to be any definite ones... (although I've always been female, if that counts... :P)
» randomjunk on 2009-11-09 12:14:16

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