So, basically I'm new to this whole thing. Hi, nice to meet you internet people.
I was told by a friend that I should start blogging more, that it would help get things out in the open that I so carelessly keep bottled in. I bottle things up, bad. Its pretty unhealthy and I should probably quit it. But its all I know how to do. I'm a people pleaser, so that's just what I do to make everyone happy. I generally don't like putting myself out there because many people come to me for advice all the time, and I'd rather not seem completely weak and not even able to help myself, while I can help others. It makes no sense to me, what so ever. So, I guess what I'm trying to say is, that if you've come across this, you've come across my world. I'm apologize in advance for sounding pathetic. I also apologize for apologizing so much. It's another habit that I must quit.
So, here goes nothing.

Keep on keepin' on.

welcome! we won't bite. just let it all out. i know how it feels to want to please everyone to the point where you yourself is unhappy, and a blog is the best thing to vent. go for it!
» xiaozanghou on 2009-11-04 06:45:30

yes yes
welcome indeed (:
you'll find that NuTang is a tight knit community. all opinions are welcome, no judgements (:
» inhuman on 2009-11-04 06:51:57

Mmm, bottling. I know how that goes. Also, on apologizing too much, I find occasionally that when you feel the need to say "i'm sorry" or whatever your apologetic statement is too much/frequent, yelling "F*** YOU! and I don't mean I'm sorry!" helps. It's good to do this in understanding company who knows that you aren't cursing them.

Anyway, welcome to the 'Tang.
» ikimashokie on 2009-11-04 07:42:34

Thank you, xiaozanghou! :)
inhuman, i do appreciate the kind words :D
HAHA! ikimashokie, that is a fantastic idea! I might have to try that sometime. Thank you!
» emilyography on 2009-11-04 08:03:14

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