WHY did I do it!? What is WRONG with me?!

Am i desiring human contact THAT much?
No. Not human contact.
Love.

My heart is crusting over. I can feel it.
"I need a fix 'cause I'm going down
Down to the bits that I left uptown.
I need a fix 'cause I'm going down.
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun.
Happiness is a warm gun
Happiness is a warm gun
When I hold you in my arms
And I feel my finger on your trigger
I know no one can do me no harm
Because happiness is a warm gun.
Yes it is."

Drug addictions are bad. Though, I feel that there are addictions in this world that are just as bad...
"I know no one can do me no harm"
But once you get down from that ride... you feel lower than you did before. You crave that feeling once more.
It feels as though you're never really whole without it again. And that feeling never really goes away...

I never really recovered, I guess. I wonder if anyone can ever really recover. Ever.

And this is why I'm burying myself in the center of the earth, where no one can get to me.
If I do my job right, no one will come to my funeral.

why did you do it?
(what did you do?)
» Zanzibar on 2008-08-20 08:49:50

speaking of drug addiction, i was reading a story book and it's interesting to see this author synonymising falling in love with drug addiction.. that's why many people want to fall in love again and again because they are simply addicted.

shakespeare wrote in his sonnet 116 "love is not love".
» renaye on 2008-08-20 09:21:20

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