I awoke to a text from my close friend and "brother", Andrew McWilliams.

It read: Well... Andrew McWilliams is no longer a single man..

I spun.
Huh? I didn't even know that was a possibility recently.
Then again I haven't talked to him since... well for a LONG while now.
And there's always been someone after the blue eyed beach dwelling boy.
So, this shouldn't come as a shocker.

I sat and felt something new.
Fully alone.
He was my buddy, you know?
The one that was going through what I've been going through.

I guess I'm the only one not making any progress anymore.



My dream came back to me soon after that.
Again.
Incontriamo nei miei sogni.
But she'll never know that.

Is this what my life will be like? Wake up, work and work, go to sleep and dream dreams of impossibilities only to wake up again to work and continue my routine?

I pray that's not how it will be.

It will be however you want it to be. Because thats how life works mostly..but it oculd be the oppisite. Either way I hope it turns out good.
» lyndeep on 2007-05-01 02:22:43

What lyndeep said it will turn out good soon enough
» catatonicloki on 2007-05-01 02:57:10

Guess this means you need to get yourself a girl. Or more buddies.

Being lonely is no fun. But it's kind of hard to make new friends when all you do is work-eat-work-tv/computer-sleep-repeat. Well, it's a work in progress.

If that made much sense.
» invisible on 2007-05-01 04:05:38

not bitter, realistic
» nrtnSCorporate on 2007-05-01 07:15:19

You are just super in general.
I hope it's not like that either.
It's awful feeling like you're the only one with no-one special. But I guess it can't be forced.
» Sarah on 2007-05-03 06:36:38

Sounds like a pretty mundane life. If you want a change, make it.
» Dilated on 2007-05-04 05:14:21

you dwell on things to much
not letting go is your problem

bless and release
» crochetmama on 2007-05-04 10:30:32

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