Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
In each generation a slayer is born.
She, alone, must stand against the forces of evil and darkness and blah blah blah, right?

Well, sometimes I feel like her.

Ok, ok, I know this is a long shot but hear me out. Buffy is this super hero of sorts who is supposed to fight evil and save the world and stuff, right? But she's not only a Slayer. She's also an older sister, a friend, a daughter, a human. She has all these responsibilities and somehow she has to decide between defeating demons or going to work. Now, granted, I don't have super powers nor was I chosen to vanquish evil or anything like that, but I still have alot on my plate. And I think I often forget that. I do what I have to and fail at some of those things, and then I stop and wonder why I failed. Maybe I just think that I can take on more than I really can.

I think it's because I've always felt like people are looking at me going, "Why can't you do this simple task? Everyone else is doing so much more and they manage to do PERFECTION. Why can't you?!"
Maybe it's because people actually do this...

Nevertheless, I guess I just realized this today (again). I forget often.

My mom's going to the Mayo clinic in Minesotta from May 8 - 14 to see what the doctor's up there say.
I had to make the decision between this and my final.
That's final's week and even though I'm only taking one final, because I'm only taking one class, it still bothers me to know that I have to make these decisions.
This is why I couldn't take more classes. I can't deal with all of EVERYTHING.
It's too much. I have to make time. If that means failing at one of these things, it's because I had to choose.
I can't do it all.
And people are just going to have to deal.

So, there.

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the musical was Oklahoma...and it was't Troy's best play, but it was still really good
» brittybratty8907 on 2007-04-29 01:32:26

I'll be home soon, friend.
» Death's Bitch Lover (141.164.89.155) on 2007-04-29 08:07:08

right on
oh and I know what you mean in that fourth paragraph. but, doesn't everyone feel that way. hehe
» raisedOnSunday on 2007-04-30 06:33:58

you could be in-between
in biology, a gene's locus is its exact spot on a DNA strand, and this varies from person to person. So, in psychology, our locus of "control" could be anywhere: towards the outside. the middle and anywhere in between the internal and external. and I'm gonna stop there. heh =)
» raisedOnSunday on 2007-04-30 11:15:01

You do so have super powers!
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