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the choice i have to make
PROFILE the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life my previous grievance motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional... Someone else pain is someone else happiness... To love is to know when to let go... To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u... Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way... Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain... song of the month
Artist: Nickelback Song: Photograph Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. How did our eyes get so red, and what the hell is on Joey's head. And this is where I grew up, I think the present owner fixed it up. I never knew we ever went without, the second florr was high for sneaking out. And this is where I went to school, most of the time had better things to do. Criminal record says I broke in twice, I must have done it half a dozen times. I wonder if its too late, should I go back and try to graduate. Life's better now than it was back then, if I was them I wouldn't let me in! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. We used to listen to the radio, and sing along to every song we'd know. We said someday we'd find out how it feels, to sing to more than just the steering wheel. Kim's the first girl I kissed, I was so nervous that I nearly missed. She's had a couple of kids since then, I haven't seen her since god knows when! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. I miss that town, I can't believe it, So hard to stay, So hard to leave it. If I could relive those days, I know the one thing that would never change. Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. Everytime I do it makes me... | the Hunter, the Deer and Nature Friday. 1.28.05 Let me tell you a story... In time long ago, there was Hunter, whose duty was to hunt for animal in his lords land for his lord table and feed his family. In the Hunter mind, to do his best, he seclude himself alone at times in the forest to be the best he can be. The Hunter grew into his craft and enjoyed his work, the joy of the chase, the satisfaction of the hunt and the praise of the lord. In time the forest accepted him for he hunted with care and respect and he befriended some animals, none more beautiful then a white Deer. The Hunter knew his duty to his lord and knew that any day, should his lord sight the deer, an order would be given for him to kill it either for the joy of the chase or for the fur, but as time goes past, his heart felt heavy and his arms felt weak, could he sight down his arrow, to commit himself to this act? For as time past, he has learned to respect the Nature around him and the role of the animals in the cycle of life, even one as insignificant as a Deer. Could the Hunter follow what he has been taught to be the only goal in his life (his service of his lord) ??? would the Hunter follow his mind or his heart??? for that is the one of the question in the story... his mind tells him for the safety of his family and his livelihood, he should kill the Deer and presented it to his lord, but his heart tells him, to keep the Deer and let its existance with Nature be, so that only he could appreciate its true splendor although it pains him inside to forgo the chase, to just let the Deer be with one with Nature and there is also the chance that this secret would be expose and would threaten his reputation... haha... damm the story didn't come out the way i wanted it to be... it was supposed to be some other thing in life that is bothering me right now... but then looking at the text, it could be read in many ways and pple could interprete it in diff ways ending this with a quote "Destiny is not a matter of chance. It is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." As with eveything else in the world, this is easier said then done... 10 Comments. haha, nice story.. dunno wads bugging u and im not gg to probe. but juz gotta pt out one thing~ if the hunter eventually decides to hunt the dear in his lord's wishes, for better or worse, there would be no chase wadsoever, as the dear has ald befriended him and lost caution against him le, so the hunt would actually be quite meaningless anyway, heh. » HellSinG on 2005-01-28 12:28:48 *deer » HellSinG on 2005-01-28 12:29:15 wa...become story teller le? hehe..but i like de last para! i noe its not fr u now..oops..hehe... » xinyi0121 on 2005-01-28 09:01:25 Hellsing!!! there is no such thing as an easy hunt, the hunter can refuse the order, in the end, its up to the Hunter to choose what he wishs to do. » doppelganger on 2005-01-29 07:04:59 oh ok..im wrong lor..hahah, u do live up to ur rep as chicken soup of nutang!! ha! ha! ha! ha! » HellSinG on 2005-01-29 09:43:02 this is not chicken soup lah » doppelganger on 2005-01-29 10:20:43 fine, im stupid. » HellSinG on 2005-01-29 11:39:37 that i already know....haha » doppelganger on 2005-01-30 06:05:15 The exact answer It is similar to it. alprazolam 2mg Between us speaking. alprazolam online Thanks for an explanation. 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