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welcome to my life
the doppleganger awaits in each of us
the choice i have to make
PROFILE
the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life
motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional...
Someone else pain is someone else happiness...
To love is to know when to let go...
To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u...
Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way...
Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain...
song of the month
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Photograph

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
is this the problem???
Tuesday. 1.18.05
hmm.... could this be the problem???

right now, i'm so confused... abt my life, abt my future, guess i was stuck in a rut, being so comfortable with all my friends ard me, can i get used to them not being ard? can i get used to not seeing them everyday. what am i suppose to do in the future, can i go find a comfortable job with my diploma, is my diploma useful even???(these are probably in my head, coz since i am writing it, it must be so)

i guess everyone hates being confused and we try to deal with uncertainly in our own ways, we can run or face it, i dun like running, but then how u gg to face it when the solution is not only dependent on ur effort but due to uncontrolable factors...

a way to deal with this is to have goals in life, but i have no goals, no interest that will/can substain me... its easy to say i wanna do this, i wanna do that, but can i really see it thru the end???

god give me a sign so that i know i have a purpose in life to be cheerful and to look forward to each day... jus a word or a sight...
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