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the choice i have to make
PROFILE the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life my previous grievance motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional... Someone else pain is someone else happiness... To love is to know when to let go... To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u... Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way... Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain... song of the month
Artist: Nickelback Song: Photograph Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. How did our eyes get so red, and what the hell is on Joey's head. And this is where I grew up, I think the present owner fixed it up. I never knew we ever went without, the second florr was high for sneaking out. And this is where I went to school, most of the time had better things to do. Criminal record says I broke in twice, I must have done it half a dozen times. I wonder if its too late, should I go back and try to graduate. Life's better now than it was back then, if I was them I wouldn't let me in! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. We used to listen to the radio, and sing along to every song we'd know. We said someday we'd find out how it feels, to sing to more than just the steering wheel. Kim's the first girl I kissed, I was so nervous that I nearly missed. She's had a couple of kids since then, I haven't seen her since god knows when! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. I miss that town, I can't believe it, So hard to stay, So hard to leave it. If I could relive those days, I know the one thing that would never change. Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. Everytime I do it makes me... | quicksand Monday. 1.17.05 haiz...its been like 5 days now... still can't get over this black mood of mine, resulting in me acting like a total ass at some point in time to most of my friends... i know its wrong, but i cant help it, i'm not gg to apologize and i'm not gg to explain what happen,jus that i'm trying my best to be the usual again, although my usual personality is still an ass, but a sunny ass is better then a thunderstorm one... those that have seen my face will understand... those that haven't, be thankful for small favors!!! right now i have seriously no idea whats happening to me,can't be my usual self. can't be my other self, the longest black mood that i have had was abt a week and that was with reasons, now its 5 days and i'm still clueless abt whats happening to me, i feel like i'm in quicksand, the more i try to struggle out of it, the deeper and faster i sink in, i can't relax as the sand is slowly pulling me in... what i need is a branch, a vine or a hand to lift me up, but what can these do as even i dun know whats wrong with me... my friends have tried to ask me to confide in them, i appreciate the effort made by them, but i'm a intensively private person, i prefer to keep things to myself, even thought its not healthy, i jus cant make myself talk abt to them abt my problems... well... we all go thru life with up and downs, and right now,it been gg downhill for me in terms of moodwise, maybe what a friend of mine say was correct, we all have a quote of happiness and sadness, if u are sad now, u wun be sad in the future and vice versa... he who laughs last, laughs the longest looking ard me, the world is suffering more then me, and i feel bad abt my behaviour, i 'm fortunate to be safe with my loved ones ard me, but i jus cant stop the feeling of boredom and piss offfish from showing in my body language i walk alone surrounded by a miasma of the darkest color i trip and fall, no one knows i pick myself up already lost despair and bewildered i look to the sky my feet walk the paths my eyes to the sky, the feets find purchase in the dark i see the end but cant move on looking down, i see myself, half stuck in quicksand, struggle and panic i strive to free myself only to sink deeper and deeper till i'm gone... argghhhh.......tupid mood...if it was possible, i would probably go f**k myself... haiz.... bear with me... 4 Comments. ay man, i noe u nt feeling good, but try to relac ba, dun think so much. » HellSinG on 2005-01-17 08:31:02 You are similar to the expert))) Speaking frankly, you are absolutely right. acomplia online All not so is simple prozac online Cold comfort! diazepam 10mg Rather amusing opinion purchase cigarettes Really and as I have not realized earlier Xanax 1mg 81f6e9 » Lucas (67.159.178.199) on 2010-09-03 04:34:16 I precisely know, what is it ?n error. 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