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welcome to my life
the doppleganger awaits in each of us
the choice i have to make
PROFILE
the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life
motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional...
Someone else pain is someone else happiness...
To love is to know when to let go...
To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u...
Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way...
Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain...
song of the month
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Photograph

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
Comfort
Saturday. 12.4.04 6:48 am
In this fast pace world we live in... things, action all pass us in a fast, chaotic way, to brace oursleves from sensory overload and to instil some resemblance of order in our life, we create daily habits and stick to them like glue... nth can change in our habits as it gives one a sense of order and control in this otherwise spirialing world... things such as coffee in the morning, allocated time to do certain stuff and even religion helps one gain a resemble of control and order of where and what we are doing...

when such things are taken from u, u feel a sense of lonliness and helplessness or in my sense a feeling of taken for granted... one never knows what one has unless it is gone...

sigh...why i'm talking abt this is becoz my chain which hung my cross has finally broke after abt 2 years... this is nth except for the fatc that i have not taken off my cross for an extended time and it has become a habit for me to constantly adjust my chain ... but now that it has broken, i find myself unconsiously reaching for my neck to adjust the necklace only to find it no longer there... a feeling of *should i say* emptiness touch me whenever i reach for towards my neck...sigh...

all this for a necklace...sigh... only when one has possession, then one has something to lose...
5 Comments.


i like your last sentence, only when one has possession, then one has something to lose.
» fantasy on 2004-12-04 12:08:31


isn't that why that the buddhist say that relive urself of all possessions?
» Koban on 2004-12-05 08:43:18

Koban!!!
relive urself of all possessions... can we do that??? take away our Hp and we will feel lost immediately lor... maybe in the past it was possible, but now with all the things we are used to... we are lost in our advancement of technology
» doppelganger on 2004-12-05 09:40:44

To everyone!!!
one never appreciate what one has, until it is gone... take the time to appreciate and show them u care
» doppelganger on 2004-12-05 09:42:16


cant la. human being human. cant change
» fantasy on 2004-12-05 10:54:45

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