I wonder what would happen if I let my heart feel something for him. I wonder how it would feel if I just flat out said "let's try this". I wonder if this is how love is supposed to start, not out of lust or pure attractiveness, but through understanding and hearing each other. I wonder if I mean anything more to him than my title or close friend, and I wonder if I would feel more if I really just let myself feel it.

But as usual, I am scared. I don't want to lose him. I don't want to get hurt. Many people say confidence attracts guys. But I don't feel that I should have confidence. Last time I did, it bit me in the butt, and my heart was broken into a million pieces.

Oh well, I'll just see where life takes us.

That's really all you can do anyhow.
» BelleoftheBlues on 2012-07-11 01:45:19

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