Man after all that has happened, i am glad i have two friend who i know will be there for me no matter when i need them. I would prolly be lost with out them. ... I would prolly lose it with out them. Joe and Leslie i can't thank you enough for being my friend. Because i would truely have nonthing with out y'all. I don't know what it is with me and letting my life feel like one big ass joke to everyone else. It jusut seems like the way shit goes in my life is just there to make others realize that other people have some shit worse off luck wise. Like if lightining were to strike some one. I would have the best odds of being struck. And i don't understand shit like that. I think it is funny sometimes that i am able to do shit that no one ele could do accidently. But after a long timeit just gets so damn tiriing. I want to just break down and wash this world away with my tears. ... ... ... all of my relation ships never seem to last no matter how much i want them to. And when they're over all i do is just step aside and be the gentlemen and let it all go. Only once have i've been an asshole and to really think about it i wasn't much of an asshole. That is just my standards. In my last relationship i let my ex know how wrong that shit she was pulling with me. Lying about how she was always so busy , blowing me off. Then the one that really got me, her lying about how she wantted to goto prom with me. And basicly to simplify all of it , she really planned to go with her girl friends and then tells me that we're goin together. Then by some strange way i find out that shes goin with her girl friends from her friend accidently. I ask her and she tells me that we're goin together. Then the night that we broke up i find out other wise. ... ... ... ... This shits all pointless, why try anymore if all thats goin to happen in the end is faliure and the pain of lies. I really don't like to say this but i think that i have finally given up on all that shit. It feels as if my kind ness is only appreciated by a select few and the shall keep seeing who i really am. As the world will only see this shell.

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