Crack wide open your ribs and be not afraid to say
Dear Universe.
Dear Life.
Dear Me.
I still love you.
Blowing a kiss into the skies.
Ah, how i wish to be so brave.
but as we all know, courage isn't afforded to all-
especially not those on monster emotional rollercoasters.
there has been too many ups and downs,
too many confusing moments
and too many forced reassessments of relationships, of faith, love and trust.
and like the feeling which accompanies too many vodaka lemon and limes, i think i'm beginning to grow nauseous at the idea of being in a relationship.
call it committment phobia....but everything about going out again is daunting, exhausting and piercingly painful.
stop drinking. seriously.
» mmb (211.29.136.11) on 2004-03-26 11:29:15
meh relationships suck... i think i suffer from committment phobia too :/
btw this is justin from vvn's comments
oh and i think i saw u at chatswood last week when i was at teh bus stop outside the train station...
and yeah i agree with mmb, drinking too much isnt good :/
cya
» justin (210.50.30.20) on 2004-03-26 05:30:14
relationships...*shivers as memories past surface*. I've always been told to live each day, and enjoy each moment..for memories...memories are just that, the past. something that you can't change...so embrace the current moment and always look for good. *stares hard at qing..then runs as he sees her true self* :P....
as for drinking..well haveing just got smashed on my 18th a week or two ago, i'm quite happy to not drink for a while. (esp caus i had to get up at 7am and start work).. well i'm off to france now...farwell....Tomber amoureux de vous serait une mémoire à aimer. (to cherish*)
» mad_bison (217.159.56.26) on 2004-03-26 05:47:42
omg mmb -___-;;
meh.
look who is talking!
» d-zire on 2004-03-26 10:16:36
oh and hi justin! :)
yeah....say hi next time or something. i promise not to bite ^^
» d-zire on 2004-03-26 10:17:48
..
I think it's because your just young. When you get to my age being single/lonely is the scariest thing that can happen to anyone
» sync78 on 2004-03-27 02:49:40
yeah there's truth to ur words, M.
the need to be with someone grows with age.
» d-zire on 2004-03-28 04:08:14
.
I would have thought there is truth to everything I say. Alas ,the egoism of youth:)
» sync78 on 2004-03-28 10:47:06
haha~ who are u trying to humour?? truth in all u say?
*rolls eyes*
:P
» d-zire on 2004-03-30 10:45:01
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