now its time to say goodbye..
Monday. 8.16.04 2:54pm
well.. my vacation is coming to a close. i come home in 2 days. this year i feel a little different though, normally at this time i would clolse myself off from everyone and be mad, but im excited to go back to my own room, friends, house, and everything. maybe its the fact that im in a serious relationship that draws me back. i dunno. ive learned alot about myself this trip. even though the corniest thing to do when you leave for somewhere is to self discover. but here i just couldnt help it. i love my roots. i love that im from here. and i love that it will always be apart of me. but i guess now-a-days ive been more focused on my own life, and growing up, and just turning into the person i wanna be. and apart of me wants to be who i am here, and who i am there. i guess ill just have to incorparate everything, or at least try to. this trip has been great. and i cant wait to come back. see ya'll soon.
C/.
exactically
i totally understand the whole love of your roots thing, it happened to me too since ive been in CZ. It's weird, because however much i try to deny my roots and my family, i cant deny how much i love em. I've changed on my trip too, and im trying too figure out that " combo" of the new and old me. We'll see what happens!!
miss you, love you, see you soon.
tay
» dramatiq_chica on 2004-08-22 12:28:43
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