I decided to let my one year old be adopted by the family who will adopt my newborn son. I feel that my kids need a better start, opportunities that I cannot provide. My heart aches and aches endlessly and it hurts so bad but I know this is what is best for them. Neither father cares except that one of them says he wants to raise his son yet asks nothing and even declined to see him. He says he didn't want to see me. Oh please.... He didn't have that issue when I was pregnant with his child. He even tried to get me to give him a sexual favor that one time I saw him last year right before xmas. And when he dropped my daughter off that last time (her car seat was badly installed and she was choking!!!!, so I stopped her going with them,) he ignored me AND my 7 month baby bump that he agreed to help create in the beginning. UGH. No.

Oh jeez, I can't even imagine how difficult that decision must have been to make. I think you're really strong for choosing this if you truly think this is the best option for your kids, though. A lot of people are selfish and just keep their kids when they can't adequately provide for them. :
» randomjunk on 2014-04-23 10:58:19

Wow. I'll be praying for you! That's really hard. Be well.
» middaymoon on 2014-04-23 11:05:56

Thank you guys
» clearwaterblues on 2014-04-24 09:40:28

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