after talking to one of my girls the other day, i realized how important time really is. especially in terms of memories and things we remember. i have noticed while being away for so long that my memories and perception of certain people have changed. before who i thought was the shiznit, i now see in a different light. which makes me wonder which is the true person? the one you see right in front of you or the one you recall when you're away from them. i need to smoke some bud maybe i'll understand more clearly. hehehe

Let's take L for example. Now that I have been single and unhindered (HAHAAH) for a year and a half now, I sooooo see him in a different light. it makes me wonder why the hell I even stayed in a relationship that was unhealthy for so long. 4+/5 years to be exact. not that he's a bad guy, but TOTALLY not the one for me. see that's the problem with the media nowadays and society putting all this pressure on younger people to be attached and to have boyfriends when in reality not everyone is called to that purpose. at least not at so young an age. and now that i'm older, i realize how stupid i was thinking that high school is the place to meet someone you're gona spend the rest of your life with. well in my case anyway.

i think tv shows and movies, music --- POP CULTURE --- makes young people covetous about having relationships becuase it portrays it as the.. THING that completes people. and kids, being kids, dont know any better that its just a movie. that it's really not all that its cracked up to be, that relationships take a toll on a person as much as they contribute. and now that i know that, i am going through adolescence again, this time unattached and finding myself the way it shouldda been if i weren't so.. INVOLVED at a crucial time in my life. it's funny how you think you know what you want out of life when you're 16. then you hit your 20's and realize you were a stupid little kid once too. hahaah

shoot,. thank GOd i didn't get married. i'd be in some deep shit if i did.

i love this anonymity and not knowing who my audience is, if i even have one. its so liberating! i can say whatever the hell i want which is how it should be anyway.

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