watching: strong bad emails on www.homestarrunner.com
listening to: strong bad's voice
mood: frustrated, mad, sad, ignored, blah

Ugghh...this week has been horrible for me. I'm soooo incredibly stressed out right now!!! I need to invest in one of those stress ball things, you know, the thing that you squeeze when you are stressed out? My grades are okay for the most part, but they could be better, especially my chemistry grade. You can't do very well in a class where there is a bad teacher who for one, goes to fast; two, talks while we are writing notes (hello? some of us can't multi - task!) and three; well I dunno what three is, those are just my main complaints. This almost makes me want to go back to private school. Notice that I say almost, I don't know if I would want to go back. In addition to my grades and all, I've been really bummed out for some reason. I can't pin point it, but it's probably a combination of my frustration for my grades, the feeling of being ignored all the time, and my lonliness. I don't know why I feel lonely, but it's probably because I am constantly surrounded by people making out in the hallways, holding hands, etc. I hate to admit the last one because I usually don't care about it. I feel like I've been putting up a fascade (however you spell it) in public to mask how I really feel lately. Wow, this has been an emotional entry. I should probably make it a private entry, but I don't think anyone actually reads this blog anymore anyways.

Later

yeah
the teach needs to slow down a bit cuz the stuff is getting a lot harder!! Everyone feels lonley once a while at this school cuz we haven't gone to the same elementary or middle school w/ them.. Each year just gets better socially cuz we'll grow closer to them. If you feel like you're putting a fascade about some other shit stressing you out.. You can talk to someone about it or just do something to get your mind off it, like playing the viola.. HAHAHA
» azuregurl on 2004-01-09 10:46:56

heh
I got a teacher who talks and just expects us to make notes on whatever he has to say lol. It gets annoying at first, but you get used of it later on. You'll have to be doing that in college too (o_O). Sometimes whenever I feel stressed I take a long, quite walk around town. Not sure if it'll work for you, but it does for me.
» eXiled on 2004-01-10 02:34:51

don't worry...
I still read your blog!!!! My history teacher gives WAY to many projects and overloads us. Most of the homework and projects come from that class :P. Sorry to hear that your teacher is so mean. Is there a parent, teacher, student conference coming up? Maybe you can point that out to the teacher and maybe she'll change. :) Hope that works.
» floweegirl on 2004-01-10 07:24:08

thanks guys! i feel better now :)
» ceridwen328 on 2004-01-10 09:03:19

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