Monday. 9.11.06 5:44 pm
mood: same
listening to: evanescence - my immortal
very true.i shouldn't have...
he asked if he could come over today..and i told him yes...i kept back on cryin and everything just to be able to talk to him...we talked for a couple hours...as he left he gave me a hug and i smiled...but i broke down as soon as he drove off...it was one of the hardest things i have ever done...to lie to him and tell him i would be alright, knowing that im not...all i wanted to do was ask him how can i not look at you and break down crying?? im so in love with someone who doesn't feel the same..life is so fucked up! especially mine...i know there is worse things people deal with...this pain is so intense and so hard to deal with...like i said before...i will just have to go day by day and try my damnest to keep a smile and a cheery disposition...
evanescence... I am going to see them here in Philly in October! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
» etheracide on 2006-09-11 05:18:56
no shit?! that is soawesome!! get pics..i want to see ya there! make sure to scream and jump a bit for me!!
» cKybayside on 2006-09-11 06:46:16
Will do! haha Now that I've figured out how to e-mail pictures from my phone, I could send some to you that way but I will hopefully have a USB adaptor before then anyway to load them hehe Unfortunately I won't be able to get any other camera in there but we'll try to get some good shots in. And maybe at my band's next show as well..whenever we have one haha
» etheracide on 2006-09-11 07:08:55
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