Feb. 23, 54th day of 2007
yep it's friday night and i am home sitting on a computer...haha i know, so exciting. But i actually don't mind it. This week seems like it has been long and draining, it really wasn't but it feels like it. I think its just the mood i have been in...i have been just alright all week, ya know kinda blah, just living, that mood. Its not fun.
So this week we got progess reports. I have a 95 in AP stats, 101 in AP Chem and a 97 in English. Yea I know not bad. I am so stoked about the 101...i love chem, i have missed it so. GPAs have also come out. Keaton passed 3 of us, and he is now third, kinda disappoints me a bit, if my Stats grade wasn't so low, he wouldn't have passed me. Anyway, that leaves me 4th or 5th, depending on whether i passed Becky. I hope so because I want to go up, not down.
To go along with the blah mood, I thought about taking a break from my boyfriend. And I am not sure why. I just all of a sudden wasn't happy, and he was annoying me this weekend. It's weird like i would think about purposely avoiding him, and then my next thought would be, thats not normal, why are u thinking such things...it was just way weird. Anyway I thought about it all and I couldn't just not see him anymore. He has become such a normal part of my life and I don't what I would do if I didn't have him around. So, after coming to that conclusion, and having a really fun night with kelly (lifted me out of my blah mood) I have stopped having those crazy thoughts. I am still indifferent to him (which is still bad) but thats slowly starting to go away. Again I am not sure why i am feeling like this, i just hope it goes away soon, becuase I really do love him.
In other news, Lent has started and I have given up Chocolate (maybe this could be the cause of all my problems. This has been my hardest Lent ever, and it hasn't even been a week yet. Its because I have chocolate daily. I always have chocolate milk at lunch and i ususally come home and have a few pieces of dove chocolate for comfort. Yea its gunna be a long 40 days.
So I didn't think I had that much to write, but it was kinda nice to get everything out there. Thats all for now I believe.
Wow!? Taking a break just like that? Well, I guess it might have been time, huh? As for me... it is DATE night! :p
» KkaMA67 on 2007-02-23 10:11:06
hey Congrats on ur progress report, and you said ur taking the hard courses :p
Anyway, about Seth, you must know the reason why, maybe you just don't wanna accept it. I know that I get like that. I'm be in a really bad mood and say "I don't know why" but in my heart, I know exactly what's bothering me. So, when yuo learn to accept what's bothering you, you can get over it more easily. Ya know? Oh, by the way, good uck with the chocolate!! haha I wouldn't last a day!!
ttyl,
Sarah
» gunnysgurl1993 on 2007-02-24 12:49:04
You should go out and do something on Friday nights! Go see a movie with friends or something. For me, Fridays are for public ice skating lessons and then shopping afterwards. :) Congrats on such great grades on your progress report! I probably have a really bad GPA because of my C in AP Euro and B in Honors English. But oh well.
Taking a break from your boyfriend isn't a bad idea. Maybe spend like a full week with only friends and then see what it's like to go back to him. I haven't done Lent in such a long time. One of my best friends gave up all candy for lent and is fasting for Fridays only. I should give something up for Lent. I don't know why but I have a feeling that it will make me happier.
» thisdisease on 2007-03-05 04:54:51
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