i really haven't solved anything...but i honestly don't care
hahah i am in one of those just go with the flow moods...and i like it, its just so laid back, not really any stress...haha hope it lasts awhile, but i doubt it
so the problem is that I like Gary (aka the guy that played me before) again. Yea I know dumb Brittany...got hurt, but did I learn anything...hell no. I guess i really never got over him, I just kinda put all those feelings in the back of my head. Then him and Erin broke up..and well all those feelings came back again. We hung out friday...and thats what i was confused about, can't really figure out if he likes me or not...but i am not gunna worry about it
so what else is going on in my life...not much
just school, which is good for once...i seem to be doing good in everything. The quarter changes next monday and i only change Concepts of Clothing for Service Learning. Hopefully I can work with Mrs. Grantier.
hmmm...i also haven't been getting along with my parents too well lately. I don't know i guess i just don't agree with how they are trying to raise me. Somedays I feel like they are never gunna let me grow up, and others i feel like they are taking the nest right out from under me. I honestly think they don't care where I go to college, as long as it doesn't cost too much. They always seem to find something wrong with the schools I like, but they seem to love Mansfield (a state school about 20 min. from here) theres nothing wrong with Mansfield, but i need to get out on my own and experince things...or i will never learn things for myself. But i wanna grow up on my own time...not when they want me too. I am also very different from them. I have way more friends and inmore activities than they were. This means I do alot of things they never did, which they don't like. I constantly hear "I never did that when I was ur age" or "When I was in High School"...yea its a pain in the ass...I am different then them...I wish they would get that...and since i am an only child, I am the only one they have to look after...thats alot of pressure.
What brought all of this on was today we were watching a movie that said something about a father getting to know his 7 yr old daughter...i was like shes ur kid, and u don't even know her....and kelly said well ur parents don't know u...and thats the truth...i am not sure whos fault that is, I mean I don't really talk to them, but they want me to be the kid they want, not who i am...yea its weird...
well i wrote way more than i thought i would...interesting...anyway i don't know when i will write again...i still like nutang and get on to read stuff, but i hardly ever feel like writing anymore...which is odd cuz this is like therapy to me....we'll see...maybe i can start writing more agian...sure makes me feel alot better.
I'll write an update before I go to the hospital...lol...that way everyone can know I'm in labor :) not too much longer!! :D
» ChrissyBabe1718 on 2006-04-05 10:53:11
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