i dunno how to start except im am so just AAAHHH explains it. i hate times like these.....therese are the best times of ur lives....right now that feels like bull shit
Yea Summer u have pissed me off but just over one thing....u should know it takes alot to piss me off. I don't understand what goes on in ur head... one day ur my best friend...the next day i am being dtiched for someone else....that feels great. I cna't believe how u treat travis for goodness sake he loves you.... that doesn't go away ni 2 secs...well at least for him it doesn't. but hes better off without you at this ponigt. As for my birthday... as my best friend i would hope u try a bit harder to get out of babysitting...since of heard u've done it before... about money...one u babysit.....two im sure ur mom would loan u ten bucks....since u do alot for her. You know i love travis and u both.....and i don't want to choose sides but i can't be torn in two.
Talked to Justin today....the first time since schools been how....i miss him so much....i used to talk to him every day and now....well not so much
I just want to be in ohio again....it was so much fun...hust to meet new ppl and be urself without everyone one knowing everything about u like they do here.
Why does my birthday always suck....is it an unwritten rule somewhere....that all brithdays have to be filled with drama and anger. I mean last years was bad enough....i lost a really good friend. We just started tlaking again 4th quater....why do people have to grow up and apart...i know probably none of the friends i have in high school will be my friends when i get older....but i love them all so much....i can dream can't i? in a perfect world friends stay friends.... u know the person ur meant to be with for the day ur were born and there are so such things as secrets or drama....but only in a perfect world.
yeah, my birthdays suk, also. they aren't filled w/drama and anger which i hate, but they just suk. in a perfect world.........i had freinds at the begginning of the year, but now they are just like aquantinces, but my fault tho. i decided there was too much drama and that they were full of bullshit. in a perfect world, that wouldn't have happened. AAAAHHHHHH is the best way to describe most of your emotions, i think.
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zero_jak on 2005-08-02 03:58:10
its because people grow up...and i wish there was that perfect world you describe...but drama always lasts, even outside of high school...
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ChrissyBabe1718 on 2005-08-02 06:29:19
Brit, once we get out of high school, go to college, and have real lives, people will grow up. and if they don't, then just say the hell with them. you have to remember you won't be stuck in Troy forever, and wherever you decide to go will be the "perfect world" you always dreamed of! (like for me, it's St. Petersburg, FL)
» (209.74.19.134) on 2005-08-02 10:00:06
..chelle.. yeah, i'm not at home and this computer won't let me sign into my nutang.
» ^^^ that was me... (209.74.19.134) on 2005-08-02 10:01:44
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