SO, ive just come back from an overnight stay at occidental college..it was mind consuming and future startling i suppose is how i can put it. i wsnt expecting some epiphany to arise, for me to suddenly just Know where i want to go, but i had hoped for some consolation for the mind. at the end of day im eye wearied, mind romping, and heart heavy with a lingering desire for some security, for just the next few minutes.

its no problem addressing the desire to go to Humboldt or the igniting curiosity and excitement of near future. Its the hesitancy behind it all. Feeling stopped, and taken aback from participating in what i want to explore . Its a nolstagic emotion, to feel this way, wrapping comfort in angst and fear.

Perhaps this is just the result of a lead heavy head barely stableon a dusty wooden frame..or eye burning visions from the awake and asleep.

faces were so strangely familiar at the school..not their exterior physical structures but the expressions that came about from those exteriors.


It was my expectations, met.

5:04 pm

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