I should have written more.

If not here, if not in the blog I made for my parents to read, I should have written more in my journal.

Five weeks, and I'm not the same person anymore. Five weeks, but I couldn't ever put it into words.

Five weeks, and I will never be ready for it to be over.



I was afraid at the beginning. I was unhappy at the beginning.


Now I'm afraid and unhappy because going home means facing reality. Going home means going back to the grind. Going home means, probably, falling back into the same old habits.



This is as close as I've come to being where I want to be. This is as close as I've come to disappearing.



I can't wait to do it again.










Now, sans poetry, got my SAT scores back. 2030. is it worth re-taking? I did great on the reading/writing portions, but only got 590 on math. I don't know. We'll see.

Nice scores. :) I got less than that my first time and didn't bother retaking. Then again, I also picked random colleges out of my mail to apply to, so my route probably isn't the best if you actually care about what you do. :P
» randomjunk on 2009-07-10 04:59:35

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