I wrote a really pretty entry then ctrl+a+deleted it. It's not my story to tell.

You know what makes so little sense to me?
I can cry at the stupidest things. Driving off with my breakfast on top of my car and shattering a mug had me crying not only on my way to school, but during school as well. Books, movies, you name it, it'll make me cry. Trauma does that, too.

But when it comes to something serious, something really and truly tear worthy, I can't cry. It's not that I don't feel awful, but it's that the tears just won't come.


Steven was saying he has that problem too. Not that he cries at stupid things, but that he can't ever cry. He'll be in a sad situation, and think of all the sad things he can on top of it, and just feel like he's about to cry, but then he can't.






Last night he did.
Last night he cried and told us some things that made my heart shatter, really.
Last night Amy and Katharine cried too.

I couldn't cry.

i remember crying for 8 hours for a week until i had no more tears on the 7th day even though i was extreme depressed.
» renaye on 2008-11-22 12:46:45

poor you!
lol cntrol a + delete.. (weird haha)
» baskinthemoonlight on 2008-11-22 04:19:49

absolutely. :] kurt is a mastermind.
» ridiculosaur on 2008-11-22 06:35:14

It's okay.. I didn't cry when I first heard about my grandfather's passing. At my his funeral, I cried but I didn't feel that sad, the tears just came.
» Nuttz on 2008-11-23 10:54:44

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