Make a wish.






I wish I had synesthesia.

I do have a very slight form of it called Personification, but it's not the form I want, and it's actually really annoying. But it does help me remember my multiplication tables.



Hanging out with Aaron one on one Wednesday. It'll be the first time in like a week and a half. Hope I'm not really really awkward again.


I think this summer I'm just more awkward than usual. I guess it's hormones...


I'm getting really brown. My car windows aren't tinted, so it's easy to tan while I'm driving.

I plan on not wearing jeans at all this summer, unless we go to Colorado or Evansville or somewhere cold for vacation. I'm pumped.


I feel really petty and kind of like a freshman, but last night I was perusing through myspace, looking for something good to listen to. Aaron was on my top friends, not that high, but I clicked on his just to see his song. I didn't think he really used myspace much, we only really talk over facebook as far as the online communication, so I just hit play and went back to reading about synesthesia. After the song was over I went back to myspace, and just happened to glance at his top friends. I'm number 3.

I turned so red and couldn't stop giggling. I know it's dumb and superficial, but it's like. Idk. It's like a statement.
I moved him up to four. Ha.



At the show/party thing Thursday night we were sitting on the grass, and this senior came up and was just like "What is this?" and started laughing. Not in a mean way, but like, a shocked way. So I guess just the fact that we were sitting together made a statement too? I don't know.



I know lately all my updates or what ever have been not-so-subtly mentioning him, but I'm trying to get better about it. I just hate talking about him to Amy and Yashvi all the time, cause I don't want them to get tired of it, and talking about it to Stephen would be weird because Aaron is Stephen's older brother's best friend... I guess I could get some good insight if I wanted, but Stephen would probably tell me that I was a whore. Just because that's what he does.




I'm always so out of the loop in the summer. I wouldn't really mind, if people didn't talk about the things that I wasn't aware of. It hasn't happened yet, but I'm sure that it will.

Oh well.



I have things on my mind that I can't really talk about. So I think I'll skip the risk of pouring out someone else's secrets and end this.

You know you remind me so much of a good friend of mine. He is so much like you. As far as your thinking patterns. Heck he kinda looks like you. You two would make one heck of a couple.
» jacyhenry on 2008-06-03 04:17:44

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