tonight i went to sugar browns with john, jordan, and haley. it was quite a fun group, and im pretty sure john was a bit high. but thats john. hes a stoner now.

anyways, he took us all home, me last, since i havent seen him in a million years. and we were just sitting, not talking, and the windows were down and the music was up to like 45, and it was nice. it makes me remember why hes my best friend. because there was no awkwardness, no tension, and i couldnt stop smiling. because i love him. i love love love him.


my emotions for john has transformed so much over the last year or so. when i first re-met him i was crushing inexplicably, and lunch every day gave me butterflies. and then he was my best friend that i wanted to be with. and now hes just my best friend that i love.

and he still is, if only honorarily. because we can have moments like tonight.



theyre very nice.

they remind me why i cant just delete him from my life.

He has a really good name.

It would be better without an h.
» Dilated on 2007-10-07 03:12:18

John.. There is this guy whom me and my friends called "the perverted wolf" for some reason I don't remember.
» Nuttz on 2007-10-07 08:16:14

I have no idea what sugar browns is... but it's great that you have a friend like that.
» randomjunk on 2007-10-07 03:17:32

i'm not too sure if i would be in the same shoes as u when i meet a closed friend whom i have lost touch since i was 15.
» renaye on 2007-10-07 09:19:48

I should have called the police just to let them know there were scary people freaking drivers out at 9:30.

That just can't be safe.
» Chloefoxx on 2007-10-08 02:50:31

"They say people in your life are seasons,
& everything happen for a reason."
- Kanye West, Heard 'em Say. =)
» rowenabautista on 2007-10-10 02:43:38

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