weyulllllllllll.
i finally got over ryan. probably on like, friday. i was like 'hey. this is great. im over him!'
then he started texting me.
and i thought 'wow, how did i not notice that he's been playing me hot and cold since day one?'
first he picks me flowers.
then he ignores me.
then he texts me telling me how much he misses me.
then he fails to keep in touch.
then he gets mad when he finds out about boone.
then all of a sudden were talking every night.
then its over.
then he texts me again. saying 'hey beautiful.



then he calls me monday night. and tells me that he might be coming into town soon and we should talk more.
then he calls me last night. we're having a normal conversation when he says something like 'hannah, do you really want to be talking to me? because if you dont, i understand. i mean, are you still angry at me? because i know you were really upset and angry, and if you still are, you have every right to be.'

i didnt know what to say. i was tired. i was really tired. like, i didnt know what to say. so i said, 'ryan, i loved you. i loved you. but im not angry.' great responce, i know.

'well, you should be, because im a dick. i screwed everything up. but i havent been able to think about anything but you for the past month. and im sorry.'

'you have nothing to be sorry for.' wtf, yes he does? but w/e, i still said that.

'yeah, i do actually.'


i dont remember what happened next? anyway, it got to the point where he said something like 'i know we can't do this until there's certainty that i'll get to see you more often, like at least every month.'


'what are we doing now then?!'



'i dont know. what do you want us to be doing?'



i had no answer. what do i say to that? what DO i want us to be doing? not talking, but now that we are, i cant just stop. he's ever so addicting. im not sure what i said to that. but he said he would call me back tonight. and he hasnt.


bahg, the end.

I dont know what to say
Good luck maybe?
» Xboyz on 2007-10-04 10:35:02

....Maybe you just need to... be with other people? for a while, and then if he gets his priorities straight you can try it again.

I really have no idea what to say in this sort of situation. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-10-04 06:36:03

Things were messy with me
and my ex, too. And we're civil and friendly and all, but...it's confusing.

The three and a half thing was just a spur-of-the-moment thing that came out right.
» middaymoon on 2007-10-06 08:29:53

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