i was going to ellaborate but it was two in the morning, and i had to call travis and talk about our emotions.





so ever since the beginning of the school year ive been holding in emotions about my unhappiness with school.
then when ryan broke up with me, i started to bottle up even more.
then lately ive had a lot of emotions, but i couldnt find a way to express them, other than being mean to my parents and freshmen.
and i couldnt cry.


one thing about me is, i have to cry. i have to have that release.
but i cant cry. i couldnt cry.

so i finally made myself watch garden state, becuase i knew i would cry.
and i did.
but since i cried about the movie, and not things i need to cry about, i still have that stupid numb feeling, where i need to release but i cant.






alrighty. thats it.

We should switch emotions. My eyes seem to love crying, and I absolutely HATE it. It is SO hard to get a point through when you're holding back random tears.
» randomjunk on 2007-09-24 06:50:48

You should listen to a song that pertains to how your feeling. That generally opens up my floodgates lol :)
» lyndeep on 2007-09-25 08:39:45

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