im ready for school to be over already.


i hate getting up at 640 in the morning. and then making my lunch when the thought of food disgusts me. because the thought of food disgusts me in the mornings until about 830. but im already at school by 830. so i have to make my lunch when it makes me want to puke. and not eat any breakfast.


im tired of deciding how to wear my hair and making myself where makeup every day. im tired of showering when its still dark outside. thats the point of morning showers, to shower when its not dark. but that doesnt happen. because if i want to straighten my hair i have to be in the shower at 640. not that i ever want to, but you know.



im mad that i have to miss homecoming to go to acl. amys trying to talk her parents into letting us leave after homecoming, but i dont think theyll want to drive through the night.




ryan got grounded from his phone for speeding, so that means two weeks of not talking to him, plus i was replaced by some girl on his top four. myspace is so ghey. but she actually seems sweet and nice and totally more his type than i am. it makes me sad. i didnt think it would. something stupid like that. i didnt even want to be on his top four to begin with. i didnt want him to get that attatched to me. and now that im not on it, im upset. how stupid? ive gotten attatched. more attatched than i was. when we lost touch it was okay because i had boone to keep my mind off it. but now boone and i dont talk much anymore, and i have no one to keep my mind off it, because none of the boys i like in my school like me. only creepy ones....




i need to go make my lunch and drink some milk. goodbye.

I hate having to get up in the morning and eat when it's the last thing I want to do. :|

But then if I don't eat breakfast I'm starving at school, and I don't eat lunch.

But then again, even if I do eat breakfast, I'm just less starving.

Hunger sucks. :(
» randomjunk on 2007-09-06 05:46:13

The fires, apparently. The smoke from them hazed up the sky and made the sun look orange. Like, a dark neon orange. It was amazing.
» randomjunk on 2007-09-06 06:36:06

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