-sigh-


i dont want to go back. but i really want to get my schedule already. and if i get my schedule im pretty sure ill get pumped for school to start.


actually... i am kind of pumped for school start...


i dont wanna go back... but i want it to start? wtf?



lots of my friends are trying to transfer over. only they arent taking transfers anymore. but i think theyre trying to at second semester. john might come back!


only if jordan comes though.



because hes not my best friend anymore. hes her best friend.








lots of things have been going on lately. um. my boyfriend or w/e he is and i are still together or w/e we are. i mean. like.

i dont know. were 'together'. i guess. but were apart. so very very very apart. i hate it.

and im a very physical person. i like holding hands and cuddling and making out. and i cant make out with my phone.


and theres so many BOYS in lubbock. i used to think that all the guys in lubbock sucked. i was wrong. so very very very wrong.

like. kris. he likes me again. its like. wtf. how do you like me now that i have a symblance of a relationship? how come you couldnt have liked me the two years that i was madly 'in love' with you?

and then this guy kelby. he was in my small group at camp. he knows more about me than alot of people do. just because i told everyone in my small group all about... everything... i mean, he knows more about me than my best friends do. which idk.

i think it would be so easy to fall in love with kelby. i know that sounds stupid and dramatic and idealistic but i could just let myself fall in love with him.


if i didnt have boone.



hg;lka.

i want boone to hookup with someone first, so that its not my fault our relationship isnt as close anymore.

but really. im tired of being with him but not being with him.


funny. usually i break up w/guys because im tired of them. not because i cant be with them. weird. idk. weird.


i want kelby. end of story. i cant get him out of my head.

♥
I don't wanna go back to school either!

The only thing I'm looking forward to is being w/my boyfriend more often =))
» ShaShaBoo on 2007-08-06 11:23:54

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