later on, after the movies:

holy crap.

i miss john so much.


he got his haircut. it makes me sad. its a 'yes, im following fads because im now at monterey and cant be myself cuz they think theyre too good for me,' haircut.

i wouldnt take it that far, maybe. but its like, straightened bangs. its so...


idk. hes curls. hes fun curls. not straightened bangs.

dont get me wrong, its not like it looks bad or anything. it just doesnt look john.

and hes trying to get with some girl leslee, and shes leading him on, and its sad, because he cant tell, and ive never even talked to her in my life i can tell, and he needs to be with someone that wont lead him on, you know? someone like... me?


I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM!



****


hell yes.



im the only girl on my team. but we rock. hxfc baby. [hard fucking core, if you were wondering.]



even though the garage was really really cold.


anyways, so what were doing is building a cardboard boat that were gonna be racing at the beggining of april, across an olympic sized pool. im gonna be riding the boat. i hope it doesnt sink, cuz, honestly, im soooo not the best swimmer. but i am the lightest, so itll be less likely to sink because of weight problems. but yeah, its gonna be awesome.



going to see stranger than fiction at the two dollar movies tonight, with john and amy and maybe some chick leslee that johns trying to get with? idk... i love that movie, though. it makes me cry, but will ferrals soooo good in it.


HOOOOOOOOOLD YOU INNNN MY AARMS
I JUST WANTED TO HOOOOOOOLD YOU IIIIIIN MYYYYY AARMS


i looove that song.

i got up at ten this morning... earliest ive gotten up on a saturday in a longgg time. and i took a shower right when i got up so i was all energized. then i talked to my parents for a few hours. i felt good.




i had a dream last night that my dad died. i started crying. like, randomly. and i was talking to john and he said something like about his dad or something? and i was like yeah... my dad just died... and i started like bawling. then my dad came back to life and took me to the library...

when i was younger i had a dream that every morning a snake would come and try to kill me, and hed always have to wrestle it off, and one day it bit him, and he just... dissapeared. [i was really scared of snakes] but the bad part was i told my mom something like 'well, im kinda glad hes dead, now we wont have to spend as much money or anything.'

i just now remembered that. its horrible. i was such a selfish little bitch when i was young.

A cardboard boat? How would that stay up in the water? Wouldn't it get soggy....?
» randomjunk on 2007-01-27 08:00:31

Ohhh I see. Well have fun with that. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-01-27 11:14:12

What team are you the only girl of?

Thats a weird dream.
» Dilated on 2007-01-28 01:52:58

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