i will not i will not i wont.



the last two nights ive gone to sleep at around 7 and woken up at around 930.

my reward?


eternal unrest.



more like no sleep until 130 or 2, but you get the idea.

anyways, so then im really tired when i get home after school, because i havent gotten enough sleep, and take the infamous nap.



so its a cycle.


which i am breaking.

today.




soooo im going to a concert. on february 16.

i swear, i am going to this one.


if anyone has a myspace, look up the eggsits.

theyre amazing. you listen to them and youre like 'wow, did this talent really come from lubbock?'


oh yes it did.




one problem: [which is kinda funny but not good]

last year, when i was still a drama queen, and thought flings were bad, i [unknowingly] hooked up w/this guy kayaki.

then i [knowingly] fked it up and turned into a drama queen on him.

DID YOU USE ME KAYAKI?!

yeah, obviously...



im pretty sure he thought i was using him too, so my question kinda came as a shock, im sure.




anywaysssss. [this is relevant, i swear.]



hes in the band. soooo i wouldnt want to go and him see me and think im still the freak that i was.

which i am.

just minus the aversion to hookups and the attraction to drama.




so yeah, im gonna have to get a [semi] large group to go with me so that i wont feel like an idiot.





this story was pointless.

actually, it was just free advertisement for the eggsits, which are awesome, go listen.

and i am done.

In high school, I'd come home, fall asleep at 5.30, and then wake up at 2 in the morning. :/
» ikimashokie on 2007-01-23 09:07:50

I read the whole entry..
but am just commenting on the beginning haha I basically require 4.5 to 5 hours of sleep per night. More is actually worse than less for me. If I get more sleep I am so much more sluggish and then find myself dozing not too long after I get home. And I usually have too much that I want to get done to actually take a nap so instead I just work on fighting the dozing for hours until it IS time to go to sleep.
» etheracide on 2007-01-23 09:35:38

I often find myself taking naps after school too, but I tend to be able to fall back asleep anyway. :| That probably didn't help you at all. :P

Maybe you should try drinking a soda with caffeine in it to keep you awake?
» randomjunk on 2007-01-24 01:29:03

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